Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Faded love

By Atok D Baguoot

It is it that people go for, 
they need it most 
It is lavish love, 
expensive and painful when not cared for 
It binds the loose bonds of nature 
We all say in unison, 
I love you but do we really mean it 

Its two facets are either commercialized or idealized 
Bond by forces of nature, straights go for the opposite sex 
Bisexuals go for both, 
they roam well in between the two sexes 
They still called it love 
Even lesbians and gays trim their hips with caressing hands in bed at night 
They also termed it, lavish love 

Straights called it outcast by nature 
Both the pedigree and offspring live lovely in love 
They called it parental love endowed by nature the giver of love, 
and the creator of jealousy and hatred
It is it that we go searching to perfect our union as wife and husband 
when impaired, it goes off through windows 

When cheated, 
It falters and fades away naturally,
Where it goes is where it rejuvenates itself by nature, 
It is a Greek myth called the phoenix
It rejuvenates itself at someone else door 
it is a chance knock but not received

It is it that when not taken care of delivers unfaithfulness,
the grandchild of adultery 
the fruit of family discords 
some called it divorce, parties are issued a certificate of divorce
This is when love is not well taken care of by the former lovers 

We both need it to flourish healthily in the world of suspicions 
Lust for sex but learn to love lovely 
For your offspring will pick it from you 
I will pick not the way you said it but like your dos 

Yes mum, onto the hills of colgotta of Dinka culture

By Atok D Baguoot 

Yes, mum, 
I"m ever with you 
With tears rolling down your cheeks, like the waters of equatorial torrential rains 
I"m there to face the last ferocious battle together with you 

Yes, mum, 
I'm ever with you
How much worst the swords of torture could be
I'm ever together with you in pains and agonies 
know that somebody somewhere felt touched by your sufferings 

Yes, queen of the universe, 
I'm ever with you deep down the corridors of dark and hatred 
I'm ever there to witness the scares of tortures that tear your smooth melanin apart
Your smooth beautiful African skin
To smoothen your skin with my oily tears
Love last is yours

Yes, mum, 
My love and caressing touches would one time mend your broken skins
It would sweep clean all the salty tears that had trickled down your shiny cheeks,
the veins and arteries of your heart are overworked will one time relax in true affection 

Yes queen of the holy palace
for if you persistently tolerate the burden inflicted upon you
by the bondage of culture
your happiness shall one time supersede other forms of human happiness
your reward shall be a complete love and affection full of remorseful memories

Yes, mum, 
I know the weighty of an unreligious cross that has tormented your hope
 Yes, mum, onto the hills of colgotta of Dinka culture, 
you are still who you are,
with their minds and hearts kneeled on the wealth of the planet,
you will still surface resiliently, 
you never succumbed to their mediocre 
your true long-lasting love never waned 

Yes, mum, 
for you never faltered your word of love towards me 
Am ready to face the negative fatal attitudes of the culture 
You and I are there to alter and witness the true joy of love 
The fruits of patience and tolerance 
We will rejoice once again in oneness 

Yes, mum, 
could you remember the fallacy of now 
With its freak pains that almost swallow the zeal of truth 

Yes, mum, 
your last say would be the ultimate judgment 
You are not Jesus but Jesus in this judgment